Tuesday, October 27, 2015

Q&A book review


Q&A journal is awesome I actually love how it's a journal but to draw in. 
The fact that there are spaces to draw for 4 years worth. That is so cool. 
If you love to doodle or draw express yourself this def is for you 
Love how it asks questions everyday so it gives you something to draw. 
Thank you blogging for books. 


Saturday, October 17, 2015

Instant happy journal

I received this book to review and I love it. Love that it's a 365 day journal. 
I have really enjoyed journaling lately that this couldn't come at a perfect time thank you blogging for books 

Sunday, October 4, 2015

When does it get better

Hello everyone today is Sunday and I am having a really rough day. 
I am struggling with depression again and I believe it all stems from my addiction to food. I wish I didn't think about food all day everyday. 
I'm so tired of feeling like a failure. I know I know I have done great, amazing wonderful but it's not enough I wish I could sit here and say it is enough but I would be lying. 
I think it's been hard I see others around me doing so amazing and I'm so proud of them. Then here I am with this fake smile saying everything is wonderful and great.  He'll who am I kidding food is my life it takes over everything. At time my life sucks. I feel trapped, I didn't sign up for this I keep fighting and losing!!!!
Whyyyyy why me why cant I get it. 
Maybe I'm destined to never get it, never be "NORMAL" 
Maybe that's not in my cards. I feel alone no friends live close who call me and say lets go out. 
All I'm good at is sitting here crying, I think why do I have to be so weak. I just wanna live not just exist!!! Really live. So I guess I have to figure out
Maybe 370 is the best I can do. Should I be content. I don't know I just don't wanna struggle anymore. Is that even possible???